13 Moji no Dengon

A long awaited happiness, the birth of her child.
What kind of epilogue will the interpretation of the Laurants bring about?

The Song of Hush-a-bye
Lyrics/Composer: Izaka Nami

Hush-a-bye, hush-a-bye
Together with the sun
Hush-a-bye, hush-a-bye
And the moon

Rainy days, windy days, snowy days
Let’s sleep together

Ever since that child
<Was born wanted>
↓
Mornings and nights blend together

Not even three hours pass
↑
<A harsh reality even if I don’t breastfeed>[Before he cries for milk]

The world blurs

And my hand reaching out to caress his cheeks
Slips, sliding down to his neck

The Song of Troublesome Crying Kids who Grow up Strong
Lyrics/Composer: Izaka Nami

The loneliness of crying at dusk
The emptiness of ceaseless crying at night

People arrive in tears
And depart for whereabouts unknown in tears

A well-slept child is a well-kept child, they say
A crying child is also a growing child, or so I tell myself

“Aaaaarrrgh!”

Behave yourself!
\No, no!/ \Don’t wanna!/
“I don’t wanna eat”, he says
And throws out <the hamburger steak, his favorite dish I think>[his meal]
\Don’t wanna!/

He asked for
<These overalls, his favorite outfit I think>,
But ends up throwing them out
\Off with them!/

And he throws a tantrum on the floor
Until we buy him <the electric? fire truck>[the toy he wants] 
\Rolling on the ground!/

Enjoying the <candy bar he swiped in front of the cashier>!
\Munch, munch!/

You’re a menace in everything you do!
Why are you this rebellious?!

<The hot-blooded PE teacher>[Papa] was strict in his disciplining
“I don’t give a damn anymore! You’re no child of mine! We just picked you off the ground!”
But <the overprotective music teacher>[I] wanted to accept the innocent child
For who he was
So I changed my mindset
“Stop crying, you’re a boy!” “Don’t cry, you’re still my child.”

The Song of a Journey through the Four Seasons
Lyrics/Composer: Izaka Nami

The sin of a blue spring
Experiences a crimson summer
The white autumn fuels
A dark winter’s dream

The light and darkness of education
The culprit behind the after school fires!
Was a highschooler?! “He seemed like such a good son”

Ah…
The <media outlets> came by day after day
Having a <field day> of their own
They twist the truth
Painting us a horrifying family
<Trying to pin the responsibility on parents>[A harsh reality]
<Izaka Nagi>[my husband] blabbers and lies
Speaking nonsense all day long

"Shut the fuck up! Yes, just blame it on my discipline! You want a taste of it too!?”

And hung himself from all the blame
^{To my beloved Nami}

The loneliness of losing my beloved <family that I desperately need>[my husband]
The emptiness of being betrayed by <my ideal life>[my dream]

But still
I cannot rid myself of this burden…

In tears…we shall go together-

They all say that your birth was <a sin>[a mistake]
But in <this hell that I’m left behind in>[this world], I will be the only one to say

The 13 Lettered Message

I still love you